I looked at him.
“Walk me back?”
“Of course.”
We left the maternity ward together.
For the first half of the walk, neither of us spoke.
Finally, near the elevators, David asked,
“Are you angry with me?”
I thought about it.
“At you?”
“Yes.”
“I don’t know.”
He waited.
“I’m something.”
I searched for the word.
Then I found it.
“Moved.”
He looked surprised.
“You went to every ultrasound.”
“Yes.”
“When she needed someone.”
“Yes.”
“That is exactly who you are.”
He looked away.
“I still should have told you.”
“You keep saying that.”
“Because it’s true.”
“It is.”
I looked at him.
“But it’s also true that you showed up for her. Both things can be true at once.”
He gave me a tired smile.
“You’re being generous.”
“No.”
I shook my head.
“I’m being accurate.”
Inside the elevator, he asked,
“What do we do now?”
“You keep showing up.”
“For Emily?”
“For all of us.”
He looked at me.
“And David?”
“Yes?”
“Next time something like this happens, you tell me.”
He nodded.
“Even if you’re afraid I’m not ready.”
“Yes.”
“Even if the truth is uncomfortable.”
“Yes.”
“We’ve been married thirty-one years. Let me decide with you whether I’m ready.”
He smiled faintly.
“Thirty-one years.”
I studied him.
“You secretly supported my niece through eight months of pregnancy.”
“Yes.”
“You sat through every ultrasound.”
“Yes.”
“You brought her flowers.”
